Goodbye to the blue spells of the past-Britney Brown

If the devil was represented by a person I swear it would be you. So aggressive,



controlling and self-bondage. Your entire world crashing off of emotions due to your


anger, obsession and anxiety. As I am constanlty discovering something new, forming new


opinions I never stopped having faith in you. I miss a time that never was the part of you


I've seen. So young and innocent behind your devious grin. Remember my look within your


eyes. Afraid, timid, while halfheartingly forging ahead. These feelings I have of


escaping. Stuck on you ? No, it was just a dream. A fantasy world I dreamt of living in at


the moment. Our days of great happiness always led to the days of great misery. Your


superficial outlook on life while absent minded on what's most important. I think of you


and i whisper your name. The only thing of you that's real. Not letting my head over-rule


my heart I remind myself that we all are equal and entitled to what we believe in. Nothing


can keep us together, but because I'm worth it we try and predictably we fail for your


enjoyment. Moving forward with clarity, forgiveness, is a chance we make through a


decision of our will. This memory of you will soon fade forever, washing away every little


piece of your soul. It is in the darkest moments we reveal our true hearts. I won't be sad


to see you go, better days lie ahead. In need for change, fresh air and renewal letting go


all of my fears and anxieties. A heart can't forget what a mind wants to erase My wishes


for you is to save all the god and destroy the evil.
dopeness! <3



Stargazing-By BritneyB :)

she's all by herself but she's not alone. Ascending rapidly into the captivating
spotlight, A thinker with strong needs of orriginality. Addiction to fulfilling her own
earthly desires. Driven by intellect and not by heart, she intentually withhold her
emotions. Often determined, catious, quiet as well as philosophical. Unprejudice and
tolerant of others point of view desires her to help humanity. She sees the world
differently. Normal society norms are not for her. Reclusive, the idea of being a loner
suits her. Not worrying about how other people percieve her or want her to act is
appealing. She has a myriad of interests and needs freedom to pursue them. Any attempt to
hold her back will only cause her to leave. Beneath the detached and unemotional mask lies
a kind hearted friend that will go out of her way to help another. Living with no strings
attached not expecting anything in recieve. A visionary who deviates from the crowd, going
her own path. Stubborness causes her to continue to do things strictly her way, even if
others have proven her wrong. She is very smart and knows it's wrong but steady continue
just beacuse it feels good to do her own thing. Give her space and respect her privacy and
all will be well. A progressive thinker, great at forming new ideologies and theories.
Using the mind creatively, learning about the powers and pleasures of the mind with daily
life becoming a thrilling enlightment itself. For what's unknown can never be true. Behind
her smile, somewhere between the past and the future she is stargazing. When alone in a
too big world her wish for you is to dream. The stars can offer you opportunities but
ultimately it's up to you to make the most of these opportunities because what we leave
behind is a part of ourselves.<3dopeness!